titainred
June 29th, 2009

There’s a door here, but it will not break
There’s a stone there, but it won’t remain
Up there a heaven now, but it will not wait
And the lies there, the scent of it , just too much
So should you,
Sow it once and make it grow,the sweet clematis
Let it flower, and paint it all of the colors bold

Instantly things fall and fade,return to silence
Why oh why, why does it all feel so sorrowful?
Dreams of what is real

There’s breath here, but it will not break
There’s a face there, but it won’t remain
Up there a heaven now, but it knows no name
And the stain is the color of red through red
And thus,
You cannot cry, confuse the lies,try to remember
When you rise, you take you steps with a strong desire
Time goes by, a breath it comes,like something given
Why oh why, why have there nightmares not long expired
The real is but a dream

From now on,
Should it grow and open full,the sweet clematis
Flower bold, but there’s no need for rejoicing more
Precious life, this life just once,it comes just one time
Keep it close, keep it from ever just leaving you
Crying tears confusing fears they are no longer
When I stand I know I’ll never be down again
Nothing that I need now,once it comes just one time
Somehow, somehow, someone, ah
Entry Number One

Just buy  the DVD

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June 24th, 2009

快得要命

沒有什麼時候,比現在覺得時間過得快得要命。一回想,一年前的事,如剛發生,我的片子好像早該完掉,但仍沒完沒了,到現在還未完掉。

很久,從未試過,做了一年的片子,好像不是做得這麼久,只是好像有一大段空白的日子出現。但這也不盡其實,每天一刻都有狂想。拍攝,籌備是一年前的事,暑假,現在,也是暑假。變了很多,思考也很多,時間也快了很多。以前,因工作,是每一個學期的在算日子,現在因為他,會在算每三個小時和每個月的時間。

我不覺得片子的後期用了很多昤間,可能因為所謂的空白期,以至,現在仍有時間混亂的情況出現。Recall,是唯一可以做的事情,去了解失去的時間,了解過去曾發生過的事情,感覺。若然不再Recall,時間任它的過去,所有都會過去,消失,忘掉,會不知道如何的來到現在,是一種失去的感覺,失去重心,如倒轉的尖塔,現在是重重的,過去是輕,輕至不見。

如何走到現在這一步?

由一點一滴的時間,他開始用手碰東西,嘗試坐著看世界,意識到外在世界對他的影響。他也開始建立著自己的世界與連結。

也是不知如何的開始,就是這麼一點一滴的來到現在。時間,是多麼的可怕。

Recall,也是多麼的可怕一個行徑。

失去,是永遠的失去。

只惜下的是茫然的現在。

p.s: 片子終於剪完,步入聲音後期的佳段。

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